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No matter how much I ignore them, I know I'll always miss them.
It just happened that I can't no longer be with them all the time, and they no longer text me or invite me to get together.
Yeah I know everyone get their lives.
Sometimes I think that they forget forget me so for a moment I have to get used to it
but there's part of me that's crashed every time I see the pictures of them being closed.
I should be there too.
I used to be part of them.
I just get jealous to everyone, their friendship, their bonding.
They scan still be in touch with each other.

I spend years with them.
It has significance meaning to our life.
I passed one of important chapter of life with them, teenage years.
where some of the first of my life happened.
They are the ones who witnessed those.
They are the ones who most probably know me, my struggles, my feelings.
So, they are the ones who have the chances of hurt me the most, because they know too much.
However, I'm just lucky to have them, to be with them, to have the opportunity to know them.

(Hey seriously I don't know why I write this and to whom this post going to. I just frankly write it. Every sentences going toward to different person, so whoever don't ever mistaken this. This is just one of words from my no-one-can-see-book, lol XD)