I'm Rejecting a Scholarship..

Hello October! Right now, many things running across my mind and I dunno how to write it down. Ok, so first thing I wanna tell ya is: I just finished a full week of Midterm Test yuhuuu! Yea I feel relieved at least a little of my burden released. But.. I'm not fully relieved. Somehow I feel I still didn't do my best, even I already sacrificed my sleep to that and now left me with this panda eyes._. I'm afraid if the result come far from what I expect. Okay I know it just midterm, its not that important maybe. But for me it was the first step, first step to my future. And my first step to change my study habit.

And last week, September 29th to be exact, I try my luck with joining President University Scholarship Test 2014. Even it just trying, deep in my heart I really wishing I could accepted there with full scholar. Multicultural international environment and the internship program really attract me. And Tadaaah here's the result:

Yah not full scholar and my parent obviously refused it because its 'swasta'(private univ). slightly disappointed but hhf that's okay I didn't take it seriously after all. (ok I regret that I didn't take it seriously) There will be more chances, just believe it, work harder and open the door!

And for October Wishes um just be full of surprise! in good way ofc and make it memorable month!:D Yah you know many things can happen in a month. And I feel it last month, even not of all is "happy thing" haha

One more, I wanna share you guys my video that made as help to my friend, his girlfriend stop motion birthday video, check it out:


To be honest, tomorrow I have monthly try out and I still not even touching the book._. My daily routine can't change that fast Oh gosh I need time.